Date : Friday, June 25, 2010
Time : 6/25/2010 01:26:00 PM
Title : No Mood.

It's been awhile since i last posted. It's the last week of the June Holidays and i haven't been studying.. 3 more days and BACK TO SCHOOL. Gosh. I haven't done any of my holiday homework and this means that i'll be so dead. O levels is coming in just like a few months' time, im worried but doing nothing. Just playing games all the time. Terrible.

Well, many things happened this whole month. The first and worst thing that could happen was that my phone crashed all of a sudden, leaving me no choice but to use a vintage cheap phone with only a black and white screen. The next thing that happened was that i felt i had lost a friend again, but this time, unknowingly. Perhaps she could sense that we have drifted apart and that there was no longer any common topics between us, but im glad. All along, she has her own kind of friends and maybe i was just a substitute to her when her friends are not around. Now that she's back with her friends and clique, then i guess my job and the "friendship" we once had is done. The third thing that happened was that i met this particular person online and talked a bit. The sad thing was that he had to serve the country and we couldn't really communicate much with one another. We know how we both feel for each other, but i guess there is no time for us to know each other more. Plus, we have different personalities. Like i don really sleep alot, but he can sleep for a whole whole WHOLE day. So, the most probable thing that I can do, is to give up on something that is impossible. From previous experiences, I've learnt to give up on things i know is not possible. I hope he understands.

Im having rashes as usual again. It's really terrible scratching and scratching. The rain is here, the wind is so strong and i am so cold. I haven't had my lunch and i am thinking of what i should eat. Maybe i'll just get noodles. I really do not have any mood to do anything today. Haiz!

Wow, so quickly, i just realised that Michael Jackson has been dead for exactly a year. Many things that happened, merely felt just like it happened yesterday. Anyway, i have nothing else to post and guess i will just put a full stop to today's post here. Will update again as soon as i feel like it.

Goodbyes. Takecares.

Cheryl.
25.06.10 (Friday)

* Going back to school soon. Hate the feeling.

** I'm sorry, but if you ask, it's gonna be a no.