Date : Sunday, January 31, 2010
Time : 1/31/2010 12:04:00 AM
Title : supposed saturday

My supposed saturday was supposed to be a fruitful one.. I wanted to take the chance to study, but instead, today was total slacky..

Well, what I did today was.. atrocious I must say.. I practically spend my whole day, other than going for tuition, playing the computer! I knew I wasn't doing the right thing, but I still continued D: Seriously, it's time to stop.. After chinese new year, I swear there'll be no more of this nonsense! I shall put my heart into studying and stop playing all the time..

Apart from all that, I had 3 tuitions as usual again.. So tiring that my eyes can shut off anytime now.. XD After my last tuition at amk, I went to have dinner and shopped with mom a while. I must admit, it was a total bore shopping with her :X After that, I went to have dessert.. I had waffle with icecream and with fruits. The colour of the whole dessert looked appealing. I finished the whole thing in less than 5 mins.. The moment I put it into my mouth, I went "WOW!" IT WAS DAMN GOOD!!

Sianz, he messaged me in the morning today.. Glad that he's fine, coz he was feeling a little painful last night.. I looked forward to his messages, but he just seemed so indifferent about it.. He's supposed to! I'm not supposed to think about him, yet I am. Haiz.

Whatever! TIRED! Shall go into dreamland now.. That's all for today. Gonna have a busy day tomorrow, STUDYING, NOT PLAYING.

Goodbye. Goodnight. Takecares.

Cheryl.
31.01.10 (5mins after saturday)

** I'm gonna do my homework and revision tomorrow and I shall try to stop thinking about _ _ _! -smack!-

Date : Saturday, January 30, 2010
Time : 1/30/2010 12:15:00 AM
Title : impossibilities :\

So tired, aching all over the place, just because of the hike.. Aiyo, aiyo, aiyoyo....


Many things happened during the hike, but i cant be bothered to mention it. Just one thing i wish to say to one person.
"Remember you said you would protect me? I told you you wouldnt, and it came out as a fact! You showed your weakness today and i wanna tell you that i didnt regret my final decision!"

Whatever, not gonna elaborate more..
Anyway, I feel weird.. I seriously dont know what to do. Does age really matter? Does height really matter? What matters most is the personalities, isnt it? He's humourous, adorable, outgoing, cheerful and optimistic. There's a problem though. The age, the height and most importantly i doubt there's sparks between us. Well, i thought i only treated him as a younger brother all along. However, i start to realise it's all changing. How? D: I just cant stop myself from caring for you. Haiz. I wish you will get out of my mind soon, because, i dont want something impossible to start forming in my head. Partly also because i dont want people to talk bad. :\


 Haiz, past midnight and mom's not home yet.. Im feeling tired after such a long day. Shall go sleep now, 3 tuitions tomorrow and loads of homework to do. So, guess i'll stop here then.


Goodnights. Goodbye. Takecares.


Cheryl.
30-01-10 (Saturday)


** January is gonna be over. Valentines, CNY comes, then common tests.. OMG. :(  _ _ _ get out of my mind!!! -KICK-

Date : Thursday, January 28, 2010
Time : 1/28/2010 07:25:00 PM
Title : tired, but still happy.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.... Let's just start off with laughters. :D

Finally I got my music up in my blog!!! These are few of my favourite songs :) Do enjoy it! Been rather tired as usual. It's secondary 4 life after all. All i have to do is to just bear with it, and study hard for another few months and off i goooo!

Lately, it has just been tests tests and MORE TESTS.. I'm getting so sick and tired of this kind of life. When I know there are tests, i still dont put in efforts to study hard. Therefore, my results are utterly horrible. Haiz.. All i do is just laugh laugh and laugh everyday and enjoy my own kind of life. Time for a change, SERIOUSLY! Shake me up! Shake shake shake~~

Whatever uh, Im gonna work hard. I promise! L1R4 -> 8! Into psychology course. That's my target. Hope i achieve it, yeah. Anyway, im just so upset being the class vice chairperson. There's this stupid rule that all chairpersons and vicechairs gotta reach school by 7.15am EVERYDAY. For what? Just to sit at the very front of the class, doing nothing! What if we do not reach at that time? 1000 words reflection. Like WTF. School starts at 7.27am. Why should i reach school so early?? Honestly, i am not a single bit interested in continuing to be the vice chairperson of my class. Form teacher doesnt want to let me step down. ...

Haiz, enough of typing. GREAT! I failed my SocialStudies class test and tomorrow's the retest. Gotta go start studying AND tomorrow's the 'O' level practical examination for my Biology D: Feeling sorta jittery. I shall go memorize the steps and do well for my practical :B In the next few days, weeks, months, there are other tests. One day without tests, feels kinda weird now :\ There's hike tomorrow and im in the party advancement or something i guess? Hope tomorrow will be a great day :D

Goodbye. Takecares. Goodnight.

Cheryl.
28-01-10 (Thursday)

** A week pass by so quickly nowadays. Very soon, the big day shall come... Im worried, but let's keep being optimistic! Work hard, Ganbatte!!! Looking forward to tomorrow's hike. :D

Date : Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Time : 1/12/2010 12:36:00 AM
Title : Day filled with laughters.

Generally, today is a funny day at school.. Think I just kept on laughing.. I laugh even at the slightest joke. Well, is that you you call enjoy life? XD It's a good thing though. Laughing helps strengthen your face muscles and I guess it helps us to save the money we kept aside for botox!

Well, biology lesson was the funniest. With mr oh and the jokers in class, it sure was funny. Insulin; sulin. Bushy, jungle, forest; deforestation, bare. Was indeed a funny lesson..

Chinese lesson, too, was "humourous". The jokes 王老师 shared with the class were "SO HILARIOUS". Some green bean, red bean, banana, brinjour joke.. -.-

Then, we also went to witness the collection of 'o'level results. Some came out smiling, while others came out with teary eyes and some even cried, with disappointment.. It's starting to make me feel pressurized and scared. I wonder if I would leave that place smiling or crying.. Haiz. After that, me wand Weiteng were supposed to meet jan to have lunch together. He said he'd be free! He ended up helping out at the hall without telling us, so we looked for him. I called him several times and he finally picked up and told us he was at the hall. So me and Weiteng decided to just go ahead with lunch as we had tuition after that.

Then jan came looking for us and I was sort of upset about it.. He apologised and yeah, guess he's forgiven.. XD ...

I'm gonna doze off any moment again. Tuition was 4h earlier and i'm so exhausted.. Pe tomorrow, geog test tomorrow. The 2 major worries. Hell man! Guess I shall go have a good rest now.

Goodbye. Goodnights. Byebyes.

Cheryl.
12.01.10 (Tuesday)

** Tests tests tests, guess they're all coming right up!

Date : Monday, January 11, 2010
Time : 1/11/2010 12:57:00 AM
Title : Good day, bad night.

Woke up with a shock this morning at around 11am.. I had a nightmare last night. Long story. Shall not post it here lest I fall asleep while posting. It was scary indeed. I mean, which nightmare isn't scary?; but mine was exceptionally scary.. D: I'm having troubles getting to sleep now.. The images of the nightmare just keep appearing in my mind. How bad can that be? Haiz.

Well, went to meet my mom at amk hub for lunch, then watch the 2.20pm movie-Avatar.. The show was okay. I dont find it as fantastic as what other people claim it to be.. In my opinion, I think 2012 is better :) Well, after the show, went home.. Bought twister fries and stayed in to watch tv.

A while later, I took my tuition homework out to ask my mom for some help.. Haiz. Everytime she helps, my emotions will crash.. I will just start feeling so irritated. Although she finally manages to teach me, I still don like her way of teaching. So glad that she isn't my teacher! Then I went to my room to continue with my work.. Met with another problem. I went to her again. The same thing happened.. This happened 3 times.. Wth.. I could die from it!!

Whatever. I went to cook maggie mee for dinner and yeah, i'm full.. Another bad thing that happened these 3 days was that I keep biting the side of my cheek continuously and the same spot.. Just today, I bit I when I was eating about 6 times! Oh gosh.. Now it's numb and I cant feel anything..

Anyway, school tomorrow, or today rather. Shall go to bed before I oversleep! So..

Goodnight. Takecare. Byebyes.

Cheryl.
11.01.10(Monday)

** Brand new busy week ahead!! :(

Date : Sunday, January 10, 2010
Time : 1/10/2010 12:40:00 AM
Title : 1st day of tuitions!

Quite a boring day today.. Had 2 tuitions at 2 different times of the day. Sad thing is this will carry on for the next few months..

Guess there's no choice uh.. Well, I enjoy my tuition, although we dont even talk to one another in class.. The teachers were nice.. But chemistry teacher was better than the physics one.. After the second tuition, had teppanyaki at amk hub.. Cant believe I ate 2 bowls of rice, with squid and beef and vegetables. Wow!!!

Anyway, nothing much to post about today.. Just wanna watch I guess I guess I guess guess guess and go to sleep.. Feeling real real real tired these few days. I wonder how I can survive for the next few months.. It's bad. Hope I can catch up with my sleep and look forward to next week..

So, goodnight. takecares. Byebyes.

Cheryl.
09.01.10

**Bought tickets for Avatar tomorrow, like finally!! Cinema still fully pack though.. Hope it's good. :)

Date : Friday, January 8, 2010
Time : 1/08/2010 11:33:00 PM
Title : finally friday!

God, I've been so tired lately.. Busy completing holiday homework, tuition, tuition and tuition. I'm going crazy over these man..

The sec1s are having their orientation camp today and tomorrow.. Did alot to "promote" npcc; such as setting up a booth, showing the sec1s how to pitch a tent etc.

We showed the sec1s how to pitch a tent and gave them some time to pitch one as a group.. Hope they learnt about teamwork. Some classes were horrible. I could almost die communicating with them.. ... Haiz. Well, but everything turned out well.. It was better than I expected and I think we did a great job xD

Anyway, during today's biology lesson with mr oh and miss lim, we did dissection of a chicken's eyes.. It was horrifying at first, but later on realised it wasn't as scary after all.. We had a hard time digging out the chicken eye and cutting it's eyelid etc.. The main purpose was to obtain the lens of the chicken eyes.. What happened was that one eye of my chicken burst.. We couldn't find the lens.. So we started on the next eye.. And yeah! We got it!

Blogging with phone.. Cant post pictures.. XP It was interesting.. I love it alot. Although it seems cruel to the chicken, but... it was fun! Sorry chicken D:

Then went to mac after npcc for a while to slack and eat something with liling, audrey, loh mia and weiteng. It was funny eating with them XD

OMG. My feet hurt and I am so so so so so tired.. Having leg cramps and my eyes are going to close anytme.. So tired tired.. After npcc already, my nose is so shiny.. Sunburn, lol.. Haiz. Tuition tomorrow. Gotta hop to bed now. I just wanna sleep. Lol. So..

Goodnights. Bye bye. Take cares.

Cheryl
07.01.10(Friday)

**finally a friday.. I can sleep more. But tuition with new class tomorrow. Gosh! :( tired..

Date : Thursday, January 7, 2010
Time : 1/07/2010 11:59:00 PM
Title : shagged.

So shagged, so tired. Returned from temasek poly yet I still have loads of homework still not completed.. I am tired. I dont feel like doing and I dont even feel like copying..

Hell, I almost fell asleep during geography lesson.. Chemistry lesson was slackish, but my brains were hard at work.. The left says yes, the right says no. That's bad. Mrs ho was ask by mr leong to convince us to drop to combined science.. For a moment, I did think of dropping, coz mrs ho was just such an amazing persuader. However, I decided not to drop.. We shall see my results in February.. If I dont do well, i'm gonna drop to combined.

Well, very quickly, the first week of 2010 will pass. Then comes the next and the next.. When will we get our student handbooks? I cant seem to study without it.. ... I'm so tired now. My eyes are going to close any moment. So I guess I shall end here.

Byebyes.Goodnight.Takecares.

Cheryl
07.01.10(Thursday)

**Some life skill thing for sec 1 is on tomorrow. Gotta pitch tents.. Haiz.

Date : Wednesday, January 6, 2010
Time : 1/06/2010 09:07:00 PM
Title : Smiley!

Seems to be a great day today. I dont see myself being unhappy :D

First lesson today was to see Oh and his historical smile; so "not" getting tired of it -.- He started off with some slides and lecture about life and even played a song for us.. Some weird song we never heard of before ._. It was [Tie a yellow ribbon round an old oak tree]. ... After that was Chinese. Our new teacher was 王老师 from CHINA. OMG, i love her accent xD My name was easy for her to remember i guess, she could actually remember my name :o

Cant eat much during recess these few days. Canteen is like always so packed. Chemistry was after recess. The moment Mrs Ho came in, she called my index number and Im supposed to answer her question.. "Cheryl, what is an exothermic reaction?", she asked. "Er.. er.. umm...", i went as i looked for my notes in my file. I actually forgot about it. She just taught us yesterday! "You remain standing.. Number 26! What is an exothermic reaction? Cheryl, please listen carefully uh..", she said. "Exothermic reaction is a reaction that gives out heat.", Zoe answered. "So Cheryl, what is an exothermic reaction?", Mrs Ho asked me again. "It is a reaction that gives out heat.", i finally got the answer. "Okay, repeat 5 times.", Mrs Ho requested. "It is a reaction that gives out heat. It is a reaction that gives out heat. It is a reaction that gives out heat. It is a reaction that gives out heat. It is a reaction that gives out heat.", i tried to control my laughter as i said. "So what is an exothermic reaction?", she shot her question quickly at me again. I stumped upon it. "Er.. it is a reaction that gives out heat." the class burst out laughing and i was asked to sit down. Now, i can remember very clearly what is an exothermic reaction.. LOL.

Then was emath and ss. Nothing much, slacked throughout.
Got to go do my load of homework now! SO busy...

Goodbyes. Goodnight. Take cares.

Cheryl.
06.01.10 (Wednesday)

** Going Temasek Poly tomorrow for their open house. Hope all's well! :)

Date :
Time : 1/06/2010 12:54:00 AM
Title : 2010 No.1 POST!

Phew. Just saved my blog from dying ._." Changed blogskin & deleted some posts...


ANYWAY



Wow. Time flies. Very quickly, another year has passed again.. Won't be posting much this year i guess. More homework, more tests, more exams & most importantly, gotta concentrate on my 'O' Levels... Im kinda worried about it, yet i am lazy to get working on it :X I've decided to put matters of the heart aside for now & put my mind into just plainly : friends, studies, family. Well, only can leave a short post for 1st post of 2010. Getting late, school tomorrow. xP

So, goodnight. Byebyes. Take care.

Cheryl.
06.01.10 (Wednesday)

** HAPPY BELATED NEW YEAR! XD